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So, I have very awesome pals. Alhamdulillah. :P

He didn’t get a chance to see his Rambutan tress grow their fruits

No, I still can’t talk about him without breaking down.

I was looking out from the window of the car and saw his Rambutan trees. They have fruits now. He would have been so happy and I know he would have joked about it and say something like, “Cuba kamu lihat pokok Rambutan babah atu. Pandai babah bertanam atu kan?”

Everything and everyone reminds me of him and as much as I would love for it to stay that way but at times I’m not even sure. I know I will never move on and I don’t want to because he’s still apart of me and sometimes I think he’s still around. I don’t want that to change. The thought of forgetting a single memory of him hurts so much. Do you know I think of him every second? Even if I am up to my ears with school work, he’s still there.

I just miss him so much. :(

They think it’s funny to make fun of people whom are better at something. Stupid. No, I am not talking about me being better at something. I’m just annoyed.

I never meant to start a war..

This is very very amusing. LOL.

So I was having lunch in the kitchen, as usual, with my mother baking biscuits and my maid doing the dishes when a RAT ran out from I don’t know where! The three of us were literally jumping! Yes, my mother too. LOL. Priceless!!! My grandfather’s driver came inside just right after so he stepped on the rat. It was gross! Yes, he seriously stepped on the tiny disgusting rodent, picked it up with his BARE HAND and pointed it to my face! The thing smelled like pee. :(

Anyhow, Ramadhan is around the corner! I can’t wait really.

Physics was surprisingly okay. My English oral was all right. The teacher said I did great on conversation skill but she was quiet disappointed with my reading. She was hoping I’d read with more expression since, as she claims, that I can read well in class and asked whether the fact that it was “oral” made me nervous. LOL. Maybe, yeah. So she has asked me to meet her up next week and she’s going to do the oral with me all over again. She hopes that I’d get an A1 this time. Let’s just see about that.

We’re home! We’re finally in Tutong. I think we haven’t been here for about a month or so? I doubt we are going back here next week for my mother said something is going on on Saturday. I am not quiet sure what though. I just hope it won’t interfere with my plans. The girls are planning to go out next. Since it will be Sya’s birthday. Can’t wait!

I have Chemistry paper two on Monday, so I gotta study tonight.

I am currently listening to Unbreakable by Westlife. I don’t know but the song caught my attention. hee.

Friday

So our Physics paper two is tomorrow and I haven’t revised! I know I shouldn’t be taking this lightly but.. ACK. :(

Today was kind of hectic I guess. We went to my father’s grave in the morning and went straight for my extra class after. I had to attend my cousin’s engagement function and I thought we were just going to stay at his place while the grown ups go to the fiance’s house. Well, I thought wrong. My two sisters and I were asked to carry the gangsa and so we did! The weather was truly HOT. Really, I was sweating like a pig.

I went to Wardrobes with Alif, Amali, kaka Qil and Sukri and bought a shirt! YEAH. That cheered me up a little. LOL. Hmm, I think I’m going to check it out again tomorrow. A certain someone is dropping by Wardrobes tomorrow! LOL. I feel like a stalker now.

I am worn out!

ENOUGH SURPRISES FOR TODAY. I can’t take it anymore! LOL. But seriously, I am overwhelmed! :(

So we’ve got our English paper 2 back today. Guess what! I think I got really lucky! I managed to get 84%. LOL. That’s a first. Seriously, it’s really hard to just get at least a credit for paper two. I prefer doing paper one. YES. Physics today, was, uh, okay? I don’t know. We’ll just have to see.

We’ll be having the continuation for Physics practical tomorrow afternoon. I kind of screwed mine last week. I didn’t manage to finish the stinkin’ graph so I didn’t get the gradient either. So I’m planning to do the other questions real fast tomorrow and try redoing the whole graph thing all over again. :(

REMINDER: To 5 Science Two (If you boys and girls are actually reading this! LOL), our English oral will be conducted on Saturday for the non Additional Maths students and the remaining will be having theirs on Wednesday of next week.

And again..

I think I have been saying this for the MLLIONTH time but OH MY GOD, when will you ever get it?! It is not always about you! I mean who are you trying to kid? You are obviously lifeless enough that you are snooping around on other people’s bees wax and wrecking their relationships. Why the hell are you doing it? I don’t understand and I never will. I don’t think I would want to understand anyway.

I know you’re probably thinking, who I to say this, right? I’m not perfect myself but I know I’m not stupid and neither are you but at some point maybe you are, I am sorry to say. I know this isn’t very professional of me to blog about this because it’s too personal but I guess I just need to let this anger out. Maybe not anger just annoyed to the core.

I ought to stop with that now. Anyhow, we’re kind of having our artificial qualifying examination at the moment. We had Chemistry paper one and Biology paper but was only given the 5 structural question two days ago. We had the continuation on the Biology paper this morning and Chemistry paper 3. Oh we have done with English paper one and two. The papers were so-so, I guess.

JOHN <3

MINEMINEMINE (L)

Zits are popping out!

Yes they are. :(

I ought to stop counting them. I think that’s the reason why they keep on popping out. Sigh..

Anyway! I went to the Halal Expo with my mother, Ezzati and Alif’s family last night. It was great! Really it was. Kaka Liz and I tried the testers. The food was awesome, especially the cheese cake. Ooh, I bought ICE CREAM too. LOL. I haven’t had any ice cream since kaka Liz’s birthday and that was, what, 3 months ago? :P

I was watching MAUT with Alif last night after our trip to ICC. Let me tell you, that movie is really an eye opener! It scared the hell out of me at first and asked Yasmin to sleep in my room but she refused and called me a loser instead for leaving her door wide open while I get my pillows from the other. So I ended up sleeping in her room.

After my Malay tuition, my mother deliberately tricked me into going to the WET MARKET. Well maybe she didn’t really trick me but I feel like I was (She didn’t want to tell me where we were going). I’m not being a drama queen here but EUGH. I don’t mind going but.. EH.

ACK! We are going for a swim at 2! With the USUAL AWESOME people, of course. :P

Banana On Toast

I just got back from my Chemistry tuition. It was fine. We did a lot of exercise, I had a rough time answering but was okay after. Thank goodness!

Anyhow, we have been asked to do a book report every month and the due date for the month of July was YESTERDAY. None of us submitted any. So I think I am going to submit mine by tonight. The thought of tuition slipped my mind yesterday and ended up promising the teacher that I’d e-mail it to her by last night. So I am going to send it to her by tonight, I will!

I’m just going to do a book report on Plain Truth because that was the latest book that I have read this month. I can’t do much reading nowadays. My mom would go BALLISTIC! I explained this to my teacher. Well she said I could just do reports on those books that I have read. So yeah. Miss Madeeha said that those reports are a part of our homework and are going to be recorded. OKAY. I just received an e-mail from Miss Madeeha about the book report, AGAIN. Sheesh.

Ladies and gent! August is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :(

3 more months and BAM! THE BIG EXAM. I am scared shitless. Seriously, I AM. I just wish I am one of those people who could just sit for hours on their tables and study their heads off. Well maybe I could study for a couple of hours but I can’t find those free hours with my endless tuition, afternoon classes and endlessly piling homeworks. ACK! :(

I am having my Maths tuition at 2 until 4.30, then I am off for my aerobics session (Gotta lose atleast 10 more kgs before raya!!) and will revise Chemistry tonight (Yay for that). :P

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